I am so excited to have a home birth and have the opportunity to have the calmness of my own home so that I can bond and connect on a deeper level with our baby Hayes.
Finally, I reached out and touched his bare shoulder.
It was a sad, lonely, and hopeless childhood, but I have struggled to move past it.
And while it would be too reductive to say that this led me to spend a number of years as a sex worker, I do believe that it was an ingredient in the mix.
And especially as a woman, people feel very weird when women use this type of naughty language.
This went on for weeks before I finally found the courage to seek him out alone.